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dog at the shrine of your lies

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you can sharpen your knife

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dog at the shrine of your lies

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and you can sharpen your knife

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Matthew? - Ja?

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Would you like to come into the living room for a moment?
- Okay.

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Surprise!

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Mia told us
what happened to David.

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We were for one
Graduation prank meeting arranged.

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But that's up
definitely more important.

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Ja, Abi-Chaker
is there for the family.

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Abi-Chaker Ballroom.

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Sit down, fat man.

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Yes, come.
- And give us something to eat, dude.

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Age. Give it over.

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Not even eaten yet.

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We have to think about what we
can do to help David.

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Treasure. The question is what
ever happened to David.

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Don't call me darling now.
- Are you stupid? David was outed.

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He's trans, and now
the whole school knows.

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Mr. Neuhaus has it
simply graded as a girl.

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Just because it's still there
in his person.

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Cool.

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There has to be some way.

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We have to
can somehow help David.

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Jonas is right. We have to David
show that we stand behind him.

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How about
if we start a petition?

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Show Mr. Neuhaus
that it doesn't work that way?

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Let's break into the school.

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And a middle finger
stick on his door.

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Boy! - (Mia:) I don't know
whether that does anything.

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I like the idea
the petition isn't that bad.

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I think so too.

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We demand General Neuhaus
to arrive in modernity.

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Or, everyone can graduate like that
make how he or she feels?

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(Jonas:) But that's the point,
he doesn't feel like that...

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* Matteo exhales deeply. *

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* Melancholic music, conversations
can no longer be heard *

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You already have
thought about it,

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does David even want that?

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Don't get me wrong,

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it's really cool that you
want to work for him like this,

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but I believe
he would have to decide for himself

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whether he has a demo, a petition,
wants a middle finger.

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It's about him.

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I didn't want to make a speech now.

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But you did, and you're right too.

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We have your back, brother.

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(Matteo:) Thank you.

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* Door creaks. *

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Hello?

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Hey.

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Is he there?

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He did yesterday
Took the region in the afternoon.

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Where?

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To Fürstenberg,
to his godmother.

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Fürstenberg?

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That's a little further away.
He doesn't want to see anyone right now.

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How is he?

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Not so good.

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I'll call him now.

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Give it time!

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* Music, bike rattles loudly. *

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* WhatsApp sound *

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*Music*

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Hey. I'm writing now
definitely organic.

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Get in touch if you're interested.

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See you soon.

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* Matteo exhales deeply. *

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N/a? Prepared?

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I'm screwed.

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What do you think
how do I feel?

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Well prepared?

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* She moans. *

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I'm so fucked.

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Matteo, honestly?
Okay, I'll tell you something now.

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When we should learn together,
I thought to myself: Shit!

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My high school diploma is completely screwed.
And that was it.

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Because you really were a shitty one
Study partner, my friend.

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I pulled you through this.

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But this fear inside you,
that is power that lies within you.

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Who just wants to get out.
I believe in you, Matteo.

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You just have to do it yourself.

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(Mockingly:) Are you okay?

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Yes.

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No. It's Ramadan since this morning.

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I don't have anything yet
ate and I'm extremely hypoglycemic.

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I could cry. OK.

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So.

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We can do this with links, okay?

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Come on. We're going in.

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* WhatsApp sound *

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(David:) Hey.
I'm keeping my fingers crossed for organic.

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I'll be back on Thursday.

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*School bell*

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(Jonas:) Boys?
The two of you against the two of us?

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Stand there.

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You're such a...!

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* Bottle clinks. *
I think it won't work anymore.

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OK. Ready?

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Victim!

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Come on, come on!

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Very briefly, the bottle is here!

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You have to meet them. - Fuck you.

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We meet. * Bottle clinks. *

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It's done, never school again.

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Freedom, here we come.

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Cheers.

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Cool. Over!

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What do you think, we remain brothers,
after all that graduation shit?

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Don't say that,
of course we remain friends.

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Of course we remain brothers.
- Do you swear?

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Yes, I swear by mine
Eggs, dude.

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Skol. This is Norwegian.

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Are you disabled?
- Boy, I'm informed.

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Boy, run!

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Shit.

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Digger, you already are
too drunk or what?

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Move your ass.

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Show off your tricks, Carlos.

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* He laughs. *

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You are real
the best friends there are.

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I don't know.

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Don't you think
I should be with him, right?

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With David?

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Nonsense, Digger.

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David has for himself
decided to be alone right now.

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But when he's back,
you have to be there for him.

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You're doing everything right, chill out.

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* Kirchengesang *

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* Kirchengesang *

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* Kirchengesang *

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* Kirchengesang *

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* WhatsApp sound *

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into the light Into the light

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David?

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Hey. Leo just wanted to
have a smoke on the balcony.

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Is okay? - Yes, was David there?

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David? No. How come?

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Doesn't matter.

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Fuck.

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Fuck.

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* Matteo breathes heavily. *

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* Incomprehensible
Entertainment on the balcony*

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* heavy kicks *

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(male voice:)
We'll start in 10 minutes.

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Hey. Do you know where David is?

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No, no idea.

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(Barsch:) What are you doing here?

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Wait.

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(Teacher:) Everyone please stand in the middle.

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* Dial tone from phone *

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* Continue dial tone from phone *

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* Dial tone ends. *

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* WhatsApp sound *

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(David:) Dear Matteo,
I'm underwater.

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Without oxygen.
And I think of you.

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I want to tell you 1,000 things.

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But I can't
stay here. I have to go.

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It is not bad,
to be alone, everyone is alone.

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That would be fate
been on our side,

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I would have taken you with me.

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Don't forget that.

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you for the last time

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David?

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(Matteo:) Are you kidding me?

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Are you fucking serious here?

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What's up?

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I can't do this anymore.

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(Crying:) In the old school
they called me Spasti.

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Because I always
Had to go to the disabled toilet.

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I have tried,
not to take it personally.

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And the teachers,
even though they knew it,

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have me at mine
called a shitty birth name.

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They treated me
like the last dirt.

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It got worse and worse
I couldn't sleep anymore.

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And just wanted to get away.

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Start over.

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And now I'm back
exactly at the same point. - No.

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You saw how they did
stared at their cell phones.

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This disgust!

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It will be the same again.

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No, it won't! - Naturally!

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They'll laugh at me again.

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Or ask, like me
wants to piss or have sex.

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(Matteo screams:)
Yes, but I'm here now!

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Then let's go away,
somewhere else.

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Man, no!
- What else am I supposed to do here?

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(Screams beside himself:) You should!!

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What?

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You're so cool, and
You just don't even check it.

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Do you have any idea how much?
everyone worked for you?

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They were all standing with me
at home and thought about

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how they can help you.

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OK?

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You're not one either
fucking vampire,

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who is in front of the
Society has to hide.

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That's not you.

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I'm here and that's why
you have all the time in the world.

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(Quietly:) Because I love you.

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What?

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I won't say it again.

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What did you say?
- Because I love you.

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(Whispers:) I love you too.

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dog at the shrine of your lies

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sharpen your knife

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